last time that just the two of us had a chat? lets not include when it’s just been us in my car dropping you off at a train station.
you don’t want to compare our friendship with my friendships to others, but that’s the kind of person i am, there’s a standard with my friends, and most of them keep that standard out of loyality and respect, and i give them exact same back to them.
sam and macca live in cessnock, their house is 40.2km’s away,
erin lives in east maitland, her house is 28.4km’s away,
alizah lives at lake haven, her house is 63km’s away,
You live across the road, your house is 120m away,
yet those four people all put more effort into talking to me, we all have our commons where we can make conversation, and even if we are in a group, we can still have a conversation.
with me and you, we don’t have anything in common, we don’t have anything to talk about, and we don’t make the effort to even try.
i deleted you cause i don’t wanna see your posts, i don’t want to see you tagged at my house, having fun and shit with people i’m friends with while i’m slaved away at work.
you know what made me feel fucking good today?
sitting out in the loungeroom while you four were getting ready to go to the beach, not one of you invited me, all of you knew i just worked 8 days straight where i can’t do a thing, yet you’s couldn’t give a fuck if i’m sitting at home alone on that day off, not catching up. not only that, when you’s all walked out the door corey and heathcliff were the only ones to say bye.
we’ve had our good times, our shit times, our great times, and our fallouts.
you’ve changed, i’ve changed, that’s what time does. deal with it.
